Kurasa aku tidak sekuat yang aku bayangkan
Hari ini aku nyampe HK, waktu berangkat aku biasa2 aja, tapi begitu nyampe HK sedih tambah lama tambah menumpuk dalam diriku.
Udara HK yang dingin .. aduhh bikin gua bete deh, kayaknya belum beradaptasi, ama lagi rasanya kepala pusingg, capek .. gak ada hasrat untuk bersenang2 .. gak seperti biasanya, aku yang biasanya selalu aktif disini, tiba2 aja jadi kayak gini.
Aku juga kangennnn banget ama keluargaku ama orang yang kucintai .. ini pertamakali aku alami. Aku juga kangennn banget ama orang yang kucintai .. (walaupun rasanya dia belum ada perasaan ama aku)
sedihh campur kangen .. pas banget deh kayaknya ..
aku seakan2 kayak orang yang hilang semangat hari ini. gak kerasa kemare aku pergi ama dia, makan .. senenggg banget
Selama ini aku menganggap kalo aku pigi ke HK aku bakal biasa2 aja, tetapi ternyata sekarang kenyataaannya lain.
I hate this feelinggg .. just make me look sooo fragile
Am I this fragile ? I dunno .. reallyyy ... i never thought I would be like this before, not even a few hour ago.
yang pingin gua dapetin hari ini tuh .. aku pingin bangetbisa telpon bentar ama tuh anak .. omong2 .. kangennn banget ..
rasanya hari ini aku gak siap berada di HK .. walaupun bagaimanapun juga aku harus berada di HK.
I want to look her smile .. see her speechless face .. hahaha
Yupee .. I know that till now there is nothing between us, but ... I just want to see her to relieve my pain ..
Love just make me do crzy thing .. love can give me strength .. and also .. love can give me deepest sorrow ..
that last point is the unwanted feeling ...
I just want to make it better ... maybe tomorrow I can call her ...
oowwwww miss her sooo ..
NB : o iya .. btw .. aslinya tuh gua gak pingin telpon dia loh hari ini, tapi gak tau yah .. mungkin gara2 kondisiku kayak gini makanya semangatku kayaknya ilang .. makanya gua butuh penghiburan .. dan orang yang ada dipikiranku adlah .. DIA
tapi untunglah .. ada temen2ku yang lai juga yang bantu menghibur aku hehe ...
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hahahaha yup!
been there before ;p
i tried to lie to my feeling and tried to hide it
but well guess you never can running away from your own feeling ^^
call her dude
maybe it make you a lil bit relieve and after that
go party!!!! get drunk get laid heheheheeh ^^
yah... i hope ini cuman sementara.... ntar kalo udah ada kegiatan, udah ketemu orang2.... better deh...
hum.. bener kata Yennita.. sibukin diri.. cpt beli perdana di HK trus sms dia Wannnnnn... cia yooooo khoe!!! =]
yesss broo .. that's true ...
tenang aja .. dah telpon sih .. tapi gila apa mau mabok2an ? gua bisa diusir ama tante gua oeii
ini rumah ngikut orang ehhh masih mau2nya mabok2an hahahaha
hari ini dah baekan banyak lahh .. emang hari pertama yang paling susah .. first time had my homesick hehe
hahaha ,,, yah bener sih omongane kalian .. hehe
hari ini eniwei .. aku dah baekan koq ..
I'm regaining my mood .. hehe
sedih .. tapi yah gimana lagi ? tetep harus dijalanin jugalah ..
And for all of you (emmy, yennita, and swamped sorry bro .. lupa gua ama namamu hahaha) .. thx for all your concern ... I dunno what will I be if I don't have any support from my friend ... hehehe
Pieceeeeeeeee ....
hahahaha yah kalo mabok2an lo nginep rumah temen lah hahaha
kalo enggak lo bikin temen lo sampe mabok abis2an terus kerjain **iket di deket laut hk** ^_^
pasti ada kepuasan tersendiri
hehehe gue juga rada heran sih pas summer gue bisa homesick
padahal dr kecil tinggal luar and sendirian engagk pernah
well guess after all human need his family ;p
hehehehe iye kalo kangen2an ama doi
mah jgn di tahan2 expresikan aja kadang dia malah bisa2 perhatiin
kalo lo suka ama die :D
no probs... homesick gini kadang muncul kadang ilang kok... ups and downs kalo idup nggak ada family. paling kangen sih ama masakan indo, tapi di HK mending sorooo yah dari pada ndek oz... makanan di HK enak2222 :p~~~ eh, udah beli octopus card belon? bisa buat makan di fairwood loh yummm......
huakakakaka temen ? temen darimana ? belon dapet oeii ..
gimana kalo tante gua aja ?
ooooo tidakkkk sisi gelapku mulai menguasaiku ..
muncul deh ide2 gilaa .. huahahaha pamali ahh pamali ..
iyeeees bro .. gua dah ekspresi'in nih .. tapi takut aja ntar terlalu berlebihan malah gak nyampe tujuan .. huahaha
just like holding a sand, if you hold it to tight then the sand will run out from your hand .. gilaaaa ngimpi apa nih bisa puitis banget gini gua ? haha
Goodluck fighting the homesickness. As everyone has said, it won't take too long before you're settled in.
To lighten up your spirit a bit, I was homesick only for the first 2 months, .... and after 6.5 years, I can't even imagine myself living in Indo again.
You'll be alright.
hahaha .. hummm ini pertamakali deh homesick .. moga2 ga ada laen kali.
o yahh ... emang loe pikir aku nih pelariannya ke makanan apa ? oeiiii tambah ndut gua ntar ... ini belon punya pacar .. ntar aja kalo dah kawin .. huahahaha
udah beli octopus card koq .. kamu koq kayaknya penasaran banget sih ama kartu itu ? ada apa yahhh ? hahaha j/k. tapi emang kartu itu enak banget sih, multi fungsi bnaget hehe
hahaha thx a lot for the support .. actually I'm getting better everyday.
and also .. actually what I'm facing for is not missing my family a lot .. maybe I can say that I miss "someone" n my friend a lot than my family. Coz' this december I had the greatest christmas, it make me so happy that I don't want to go back to HK hahaha ..
keenakan sih di Indonya hehe .. padahal sebelonnya yah biasa2 ajalah ..
eniwei .. thx yah ..
Tough times. Long distance relationship is very hard to maintain (I know I won't be able to). Probably it'll be even harder since you're not in the relationship yet... pdkt jarak jauh => repot sekalee.
On the more positive note, you're not attached, feel free to look around =Þ
for once I've been in that position (mencoba ngelupain ama nyari laennya ..)
tapi gak tau napa gitu loh, ehh tau2 beberapa bln terakhir tambah perasaanku tambah kuat ama tuh anak haha ..
benernya sih, waktu kemaren mau balek HK, dalam hatiku udah gua omongin kalo kudu act cool aja, ehh tapi namanya manusia, tetep aja kebobolan hehe ..
I know it's tough, but I know that she's worth to fighting for .. maybe I'm a fool .. tapi .. yahhh udahlah yang penting jalani aja .. nyantaii aja, tapi pasti hehe
wak...kok jadi puitis gtu huuhhuhu (^.__<) btw enak ga dek stu??????
howehh mending sek onok pemandangan, nang kene buosen pek suwi2 ahueahuehaueh liak dvd mlulu uhuhhuuhuh sampe kapan neh dek hk? mo jd citizen ta huuhuhuh
hahaha ... yahhh pasti disini ada enaknya ada gak enaknyalah ...
same with you .. when I saw your situation .. ooow mannn just want to be there in surabaya ..
don't be so bored .. just enjoy it ok ... at least you better than me .. hehe but I want to enjoy this situation A.S.A.P hehe
o iyoo aku sampe 6 bln an yohh mateng pek bosenn ... jadi citizen ? gaklahh .. ntik2ae
ahhahaah yah santai aja lah jgn too tight juga jlah
namanya juga pdkt
tarik ulur dikit2 boleh lah ;p
kalo langsung dapet enggak asyik
lah katanay di HK mau ketemu temen sapa gitu
yah udha hihihi yah uwis deh coba ajak aja tante mu minum2 ;p ;p
anjrittt loeee .. loe mau ngerusak gua yah disini ? huahahaha
masa tante gua mau gua ajak minum2 .. kalo cewe seumuran sih ok ajalah .. huahahaha (crossed my finger)
yahh emanglah .. emang gua lagi nikmatin aja, tapi kadang kerasa juga sakitnya dikit2 hehe .. tapiii ... when it comes .. yeahhh it worth it ..
sipp gakk .. hehe eh bro .. sorry yoh .. waktu lalu salah liat kalender .. hehe kecepetan deh ngucapin ultah ke loe ..
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